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If I felt like getting Erica a job at the restaurant wasn't a good idea I SHOULD HAVE TRUSTED THAT INSTINCT.
Work is weird and awkward these days. I dunno who's saying what about me. I don't know who believes what (cause knowing Erica, I think I can count on the fact that everyone has at least heard everything) and I'm just - this is so stupid. Don't people grow out of this shit?
I do say some crazy stuff sometimes - should I not? Am I making myself look like a liar because I say things people might not believe? Honestly, it never occurred to me that people wouldn't believe the things I say. I just... I don't know, sometimes I feel the need to advertise the fact that just because the most exciting things I do these days are download TV shows and make awesome playlists doesn't mean that's all I've EVER done and in fact I was at one time much, much cooler than that -
People talk shit on Erica all the time. Even before whatever's going on with her and Rich started - as soon as people see her, they duck off into a corner and start talking shit on her. She hates it. So I can't understand why she would act that way to anyone else.
I know she can be really dramatic and stuff, but this is just immature. If I hooked up with her ex - well, maybe. But I didn't. She has to believe that - right? Cause why would I lie about something like that, especially when my position on the whole thing is "she's your ex and you treated her like shit, why do you even care" - if I hooked up with her, I would have just said so.
Sorry to keep going over this. But I'm pissed. And every time I try to let off steam to someone in, you know, real life, all I'm getting is an "I told you so."
I always wondered how someone could look like a fucking supermodel and not seem to have any friends - now I wonder how some shit like this didn't happen earlier.
Work is weird and awkward these days. I dunno who's saying what about me. I don't know who believes what (cause knowing Erica, I think I can count on the fact that everyone has at least heard everything) and I'm just - this is so stupid. Don't people grow out of this shit?
I do say some crazy stuff sometimes - should I not? Am I making myself look like a liar because I say things people might not believe? Honestly, it never occurred to me that people wouldn't believe the things I say. I just... I don't know, sometimes I feel the need to advertise the fact that just because the most exciting things I do these days are download TV shows and make awesome playlists doesn't mean that's all I've EVER done and in fact I was at one time much, much cooler than that -
People talk shit on Erica all the time. Even before whatever's going on with her and Rich started - as soon as people see her, they duck off into a corner and start talking shit on her. She hates it. So I can't understand why she would act that way to anyone else.
I know she can be really dramatic and stuff, but this is just immature. If I hooked up with her ex - well, maybe. But I didn't. She has to believe that - right? Cause why would I lie about something like that, especially when my position on the whole thing is "she's your ex and you treated her like shit, why do you even care" - if I hooked up with her, I would have just said so.
Sorry to keep going over this. But I'm pissed. And every time I try to let off steam to someone in, you know, real life, all I'm getting is an "I told you so."
I always wondered how someone could look like a fucking supermodel and not seem to have any friends - now I wonder how some shit like this didn't happen earlier.
