Lara I. (
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Immature Or What?
So. I get called immature for getting angry at a guest at work and staying angry all day - I disagree. I don't feel this is immature. I think I need to learn to cool off in less than twelve hours, but that's not necessarily immature.
Tonight? Tonight after work I hit a bar way down in Cape May, near the Villas, where Erica lives, with my co-worker Kevin, and we met Erica and Rich there. Never in my life did I ever imagine I'd be hanging out in a bar with my asshole manager Rich. Kevin has been inviting me out pretty much every week, and I never go, but tonight I decided I would, so I did, cause Kevin seems like someone I'd like to make friends with, even though I can do without ever spending more time with Rich than necessary.
I had a lot of fun, Kevin is great to hang out with and it was nice to spend time with Erica, too, seeing how she's pretty much glued to Rich and I hardly ever see her anymore. Rich pretty much didn't talk to me and we ignored each other more or less.
But... I got so drunk I had to call B to come get me.
Now, THAT, imo, is immature. I had fun anyway, but yeah. I need to grow out of that shit.
Tonight? Tonight after work I hit a bar way down in Cape May, near the Villas, where Erica lives, with my co-worker Kevin, and we met Erica and Rich there. Never in my life did I ever imagine I'd be hanging out in a bar with my asshole manager Rich. Kevin has been inviting me out pretty much every week, and I never go, but tonight I decided I would, so I did, cause Kevin seems like someone I'd like to make friends with, even though I can do without ever spending more time with Rich than necessary.
I had a lot of fun, Kevin is great to hang out with and it was nice to spend time with Erica, too, seeing how she's pretty much glued to Rich and I hardly ever see her anymore. Rich pretty much didn't talk to me and we ignored each other more or less.
But... I got so drunk I had to call B to come get me.
Now, THAT, imo, is immature. I had fun anyway, but yeah. I need to grow out of that shit.
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No, it's not immature. I stay mad at ppl. It takes me ages to move on. I dwell on the things I could have said, and plot their demise in my head.
I hold grudges like whoa.
This doesn't make me immature imho. Then again, most ppl put me at 5 years younger than I actually am, and I'm not entirely sure that's completely based on looks... hmm ;-)
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