Trufax Here
Jul. 24th, 2008 11:45 amI'm a real mess, here.
Still no job.
Shouldn't really be freaking out about that. I have one job anyway. It's a good job, it pays pretty well. Maybe I'll be okay just working more hours there. Except, well, come winter, I'll only be working there a few days a week, I'm sure, and that certainly won't work. But it does take more than a few days to find a job. Doesn't it? So I shouldn't be kicking myself over that.
Aside from the job. Aside from the car. Oh, the stupid, stupid car - right, aside from that.
I'm a lesbian. A les. bi. an. I'm not bi. I'm not straight. I like other girls. I always have. I have had three girlfriends in my life, and I was head over fucking heels for all three of them.
So what the fuck am I doing messing around with a guy?
Yeah. I really don't know either. But I am.
( Yep. That's pretty much what happened. )
I always fall for the unavailable ones. It's what I do.
Still no job.
Shouldn't really be freaking out about that. I have one job anyway. It's a good job, it pays pretty well. Maybe I'll be okay just working more hours there. Except, well, come winter, I'll only be working there a few days a week, I'm sure, and that certainly won't work. But it does take more than a few days to find a job. Doesn't it? So I shouldn't be kicking myself over that.
Aside from the job. Aside from the car. Oh, the stupid, stupid car - right, aside from that.
I'm a lesbian. A les. bi. an. I'm not bi. I'm not straight. I like other girls. I always have. I have had three girlfriends in my life, and I was head over fucking heels for all three of them.
So what the fuck am I doing messing around with a guy?
Yeah. I really don't know either. But I am.
( Yep. That's pretty much what happened. )
I always fall for the unavailable ones. It's what I do.