L&B: Talking Before Sleeping

We don't really have "heart to hearts," my boyfriend and I. It usually turns into more like "tab A to slot B."

S'how it goes. Relationship built on the uncontrollable urge to get in each other's pants... what else should be expected?

'Cept, I dunno, there's more to it than that I think. Cause sometimes... it's just nice to sleep next to each other, to wake up together, eat breakfast together - go to work together, just sit next to each other, he plays Warcraft and I read his school books - talk about random things - stare at ourselves in the mirror side by side -

It's not really a secret that I'm jealous of my boyfriend going to school.

Last night we were laying in my bed talking about Amanda's children and I was like, "yeah, in a past life, I was going to be an elementary school teacher," and he was like, "why do you always say that, in a past life? It's not like you've died and been reincarnated or something," and I was like, "everyone has past lives. Every time you change so much you feel like someone else, everything you've done before is from a past life."

And he was like, "I don't have a past life. This is my only life. Nothing ever changes."

( I know every one of us sees life differently. But the way he sees things fascinates me. )

Drugs mess you up really bad, boys and girls. Don't screw around with them.