![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
exhilarationNFT, of course, stands for No Fucking Title.
I. Am. Having. A horrible. Day.
Every part of me hurts. My head is pounding away in time with the rest of my aches and pains that come back to haunt me when I'm like this - the side of my face aches, my hand is throbbing, my shoulder feels like dull lead is seeping through the veins... my back hurts and it's like fire burning up and down my spine and no part of me wants to be touched. It hurts to stay still and it hurts to move around.
Can't watch TV cause I can't pay attention to the show. Can't read fic for the same reason. Sitting here with the computer isn't so great either but I'm trying for a distraction but I'm typing with one hand which is getting frustrating.
When I feel this shitty it just makes me mad, because it sucks so bad. I have better things to do with my time that lay around crying about being in pain. Except for... I can't do any of them for the simple fact that I can't even focus on anything other than how much it hurts!
I WANT DRUGS. I do not care about the consequences. Anyone who expects me to just live like this when relief is out there is positively evil and probably gets off on causing other people misery.
Life sucks.
I. Am. Having. A horrible. Day.
Every part of me hurts. My head is pounding away in time with the rest of my aches and pains that come back to haunt me when I'm like this - the side of my face aches, my hand is throbbing, my shoulder feels like dull lead is seeping through the veins... my back hurts and it's like fire burning up and down my spine and no part of me wants to be touched. It hurts to stay still and it hurts to move around.
Can't watch TV cause I can't pay attention to the show. Can't read fic for the same reason. Sitting here with the computer isn't so great either but I'm trying for a distraction but I'm typing with one hand which is getting frustrating.
When I feel this shitty it just makes me mad, because it sucks so bad. I have better things to do with my time that lay around crying about being in pain. Except for... I can't do any of them for the simple fact that I can't even focus on anything other than how much it hurts!
I WANT DRUGS. I do not care about the consequences. Anyone who expects me to just live like this when relief is out there is positively evil and probably gets off on causing other people misery.
Life sucks.
