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Conclusion #1: Real people, not just actors, do have sex in the shower, and also, plenty of people do not have sex in the shower. Meaning it isn't for everyone. But is totally possible. Lalalalalalala anyway...

Conclusion #2: I only like school on days it doesn't rain. Or how about yesterday, where upon exiting the train station I found that in Pennsylvania it was snowing? It was really nothing - actually it was more like it had snowed overnight and was kind of just blowing the snow around, but still!

Conclusion #3: It is really in my best interests to give quitting smoking another try. The frequency in which I purchase cigarettes is slowly increasing... and I used to not even buy my own! I'd just have one if someone offered, or maybe buy like one pack every two weeks or something. That's why I said I don't "really" smoke. Apparently now I do. Of course I smoke at school cause I'm bored and don't know what to do with myself, and all these other students are clustering about in the smoking areas, you know, smoking, and I figure I can talk to them and try to be social that way. And it kind of works. Which is AWESOME, BUT. Cigarettes kill my appetite. There is nothing worse than knowing you haven't eaten anything all day, knowing you MUST, and not being hungry. And then all that about lung cancer and whatever too. But I'm talking about the immediate effects here. Also my boyfriend thinks it's gross, cause he "quit" when he was in the hospital (didn't really have a choice there) and never started again. He only said so once, but I assume he still thinks so.

Comments

[silvia-elisa.livejournal.com]

About #2... it snowed in Padova the day before I got there and yesterday morning I was in a hurry to get to the uni building, so I kind of ran on a snowy/icy part of the street and... I slipped! >.< My bum is still sore, but at least it didn't start snowing again!

#3 - I'm sorry, I'm with the boyfriend on this. Though being part of the cool kids group sounds tempting.

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

#2 - how long does your commute actually take you?

#3 - tempting, yes, but kind of pathetic, too! I mean, who does that? Who smokes just so people will think they're cool? Sigh... me, I guess...

[silvia-elisa.livejournal.com]

By train, 1h (if not delayed) - by car, 40min (20 if it's very early or very late) - by bus, 2h (never tried that, luckily). Not too long, but it's a lot of wasted time.

Oh, don't say that! You're didn't start because they smoked, you just noticed your habit came with benefits.

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

you don't even want to know why I did start - I think it's even worse than "trying to be cool"

[zeegeek.livejournal.com]

Worse? what you start just to piss off your parents or something?

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

...*shifty eyes*

kinda.

*is really embarrassed now*

[zeegeek.livejournal.com]

Ehh, don't feel that embarrassed. I mean if it's common enough to guess, that means other people must have done similar things :)

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

dude, I was like 21-22 when I started. There is just no excuse for that, I can't even blame teenage stupidity!

[poemsandsorrow.livejournal.com]

I stopped smoking last month, but only after I had smoked all of the cigarettes that I had left. Now when I get the urge, I try to do something else, like I'll drink some green tea or something. Lemme tell ya: Not.The.Same.

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

yeah, that's sort of what I was doing before - if I felt like having a smoke, instead I ate something, like candy or fruit or crackers or something. Not the same, no, but it did help me eat more often.

And then I quit quitting...