Too Much To Say, Too Little Time

[exhilaration]

It's that time of year again. You know, the one where ALL MY SHIT IS DUE AT ONCE.

In other news, I spent the weekend in New Jersey, with the intentions of collecting things from my house there that I want in my house here. Um. About halfway completed that one :) Also in New Jersey I drank some beer and played some rock band and got slightly over-emotional about missing the "good old times" in NJ. You see, that's me for you, always wanting what I don't have, no matter what it is. I'm SO GLAD I'm out of there. But I have such a hard time connecting with people anymore that I even miss all the people I left behind in NJ. Not that any of them are like my bffs or anything. But I still like them. And it was nice to see everyone.

Also I decided I'm sick of trying to keep up with my red hair so now it's very dark brown-black. With a white streak. Kind of like Rogue. I didn't really do that on purpose, but I'll take it.

And, I don't know. I have a lot to say, I really do. I just don't really have the time for Lj posts cause I get so wrapped up in them and then suddenly all this time is gone and I'm all introspective and over emotional and I can't get anything done... and, I don't know.

That's it. I don't know. I don't know what I want to say because I can't even put together what I think or how I feel and everything around me is changing and you'd think the writer in me would be overjoyed because look at all the stuff I'll finally have to write about and... I don't know what to say. This is what happens when I don't post often enough. It gets all backed up and I don't know how to get it out.

Comments

[zeegeek.livejournal.com]

It's that time of year again. You know, the one where ALL MY SHIT IS DUE AT ONCE.

Yeah, that's school for you. Hope your classes are going well.

got slightly over-emotional about missing the "good old times" in NJ. You see, that's me for you, always wanting what I don't have, no matter what it is.

I think everyone does this. I mean, rarely is some time in our lives so absolutely unpleasant that we don't have any fond memories of it, and frequently they do have some good points, even if we want something entirely different. It feels weird to go back sometimes though.

Also I decided I'm sick of trying to keep up with my red hair so now it's very dark brown-black. With a white streak. Kind of like Rogue. I didn't really do that on purpose, but I'll take it.

Cool! PICS! ;)

Re: Writing for LJ - Well, yeah, sometimes it's tough to actually get anything you want to say down in an intelligent manner, especially when everything requires a whole lot of other explanation to make it comprehensible. Umm, try keeping notes of what you want to write about maybe and then write about it in the future when you have more time? dunno, that might not work either. I mean whenever I want to write something about my feelings or something and then try to write it later, it feels like whatever I was thinking was entirely irrational.

Good luck with school and the new house!

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

I mean whenever I want to write something about my feelings or something and then try to write it later, it feels like whatever I was thinking was entirely irrational.

yes, same

[ivy-poet.livejournal.com]

Every time I start missing college, one of my friends posts something like this :-p

Since I can never seem to finish an entry anymore, I just start writing and if I'm not done (aka baby needs me, lol) then I just save it as a private entry and finish it later. That way I still get to blow off some steam without publishing an unfinished entry (and I can't do that for some odd reason).

Good luck

ps - LOVE the hair. Rogue = awesome

pps - Found a single red hair on my head last night. Weeeeird. I haven't dyed my hair red in like 12 years.

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

yeah, sometimes I do start private entries, but once I know I'm not going to share them, I get totally carried away with them. I dunno, there's blowing off steam, and then there's getting all worked up over something that's already dealt with. One is good for you, one is not, and sometimes it's hard to keep them from running into another

[yasonablack.livejournal.com]

Adding to the Rogue!Lara pics request! That sounds awesome with your hair.

The all the shit due at once feeling sucks like hell.

[lara-everlong.livejournal.com]

The all the shit due at once feeling sucks like hell.


yeah totally