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Jun. 11th, 2008
Back To The Visit With Krissy
Jun. 11th, 2008 10:17 pmSo today Erica picked me up after work and we came back here and did a couple things around the house - we went upstairs - yes, Erica finally got to see my upstairs, finally, which I have been waiting to show here because, seriously, I will never forget how disgusted she was the first time she saw where I lived. And hey, how I live now is, well, it's pretty much worse.
My house feels like... well, not that I'm a dude or anything... I'm a girl, I understand I am a girl and I have girlie parts, and just because I like other girls does not make me any less of a girl myself, but... the guy John who sometimes does odd jobs for me said it first: my house is a bachelor pad, lol. None of my dishes match - in fact, all of my dishes have come either from flea markets or restaurants. Not only that, but usually, I just drink out of paper cups and stuff that I bring back from Wawa or something. I hardly keep any food here, and there are no sheets on my bed.
Bachelor pad :P
Anyway. Now Erica thinks I have like a duel personality or something, after seeing the upstairs. We cleaned a little up there, ran the vacuum, washed the sheets and towels and tossed whatever was in the fridge, made the beds and dusted and checked the lightbulbs and whatnot, and tomorrow afternoon sometime the weekend people are arriving. I told her she could sleep in the yellow room tonight if she really wanted to, because she's totally in love with it. Personally, I like the blue and white room the best.
Also she helped me get my bed totally situated and put the sheets on it and everything - and by "helped" I mean she took everything I was letting pile up on the bed and put it... on the floor in the corner... lol. Who knows, maybe I'll actually sleep there some night. But really, I kinda like sleeping next to the hum of the computers. Go figure.
Erica says she loves me because I've sworn off relationships, and we can be "so not interested" together. That makes a bit of sense, really. When she over-dramatically states that she doesn't have any friends here anymore I think what she's really getting at is that her friends either have boyfriends or girlfriends or are actively pursuing finding someone. I am so not looking for anyone.
Any assumptions people are making about me and Erica are totally false. Any rumors going around are totally false. She's slept over here a few times, due to me insisting she was hammered and shouldn't drive home, and we slept in different rooms. I've slept at her place before, too, also due to me insisting she was hammered and shouldn't drive me home. We slept in different rooms there too.
I am The Lose at relationships.
( I took this test on OkCupid - basically it says I'm a whack job, lol )
I don't have work tomorrow - seems like Thursday has been my day off from both jobs recently. I'm going to visit another friend of mine in Philly who just recently got out of the hospital. I've talked to him a few times but have yet to see him in person since he's gotten home. We used to live in the same neighborhood, you know, when I lived in Philly. He was never, like, my bestest friend ever, but when I heard about him getting hurt I was pretty worried about him and I'd really like to see him in person now that he's home. And we'll just see what kind of emotional wreck that turns me into. Whatever, that's what this journal is here for, I guess.
Me and Erica were going to go to this trivia bar all the way down in Cape May but I bailed and my bailing was contagious and she bailed too. She's playing Portal on my other computer right now :P
I still have a bunch of stuff to say about work, too. One big huge rant about a co-worker, and one bummer of an introspection about the job in general are two things that have been stewing around in my head for a while.
Not tonight, though. Not tonight.
My house feels like... well, not that I'm a dude or anything... I'm a girl, I understand I am a girl and I have girlie parts, and just because I like other girls does not make me any less of a girl myself, but... the guy John who sometimes does odd jobs for me said it first: my house is a bachelor pad, lol. None of my dishes match - in fact, all of my dishes have come either from flea markets or restaurants. Not only that, but usually, I just drink out of paper cups and stuff that I bring back from Wawa or something. I hardly keep any food here, and there are no sheets on my bed.
Bachelor pad :P
Anyway. Now Erica thinks I have like a duel personality or something, after seeing the upstairs. We cleaned a little up there, ran the vacuum, washed the sheets and towels and tossed whatever was in the fridge, made the beds and dusted and checked the lightbulbs and whatnot, and tomorrow afternoon sometime the weekend people are arriving. I told her she could sleep in the yellow room tonight if she really wanted to, because she's totally in love with it. Personally, I like the blue and white room the best.
Also she helped me get my bed totally situated and put the sheets on it and everything - and by "helped" I mean she took everything I was letting pile up on the bed and put it... on the floor in the corner... lol. Who knows, maybe I'll actually sleep there some night. But really, I kinda like sleeping next to the hum of the computers. Go figure.
Erica says she loves me because I've sworn off relationships, and we can be "so not interested" together. That makes a bit of sense, really. When she over-dramatically states that she doesn't have any friends here anymore I think what she's really getting at is that her friends either have boyfriends or girlfriends or are actively pursuing finding someone. I am so not looking for anyone.
Any assumptions people are making about me and Erica are totally false. Any rumors going around are totally false. She's slept over here a few times, due to me insisting she was hammered and shouldn't drive home, and we slept in different rooms. I've slept at her place before, too, also due to me insisting she was hammered and shouldn't drive me home. We slept in different rooms there too.
I am The Lose at relationships.
( I took this test on OkCupid - basically it says I'm a whack job, lol )
I don't have work tomorrow - seems like Thursday has been my day off from both jobs recently. I'm going to visit another friend of mine in Philly who just recently got out of the hospital. I've talked to him a few times but have yet to see him in person since he's gotten home. We used to live in the same neighborhood, you know, when I lived in Philly. He was never, like, my bestest friend ever, but when I heard about him getting hurt I was pretty worried about him and I'd really like to see him in person now that he's home. And we'll just see what kind of emotional wreck that turns me into. Whatever, that's what this journal is here for, I guess.
Me and Erica were going to go to this trivia bar all the way down in Cape May but I bailed and my bailing was contagious and she bailed too. She's playing Portal on my other computer right now :P
I still have a bunch of stuff to say about work, too. One big huge rant about a co-worker, and one bummer of an introspection about the job in general are two things that have been stewing around in my head for a while.
Not tonight, though. Not tonight.
