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Writer's Block: Breaking the habit
Jan. 29th, 2011 11:00 am[Error: unknown template qotd]
Wow, LJ, who are you these days, my therapist?
I'm insecure about people's impressions of me. I'm really afraid that if I just relax around a crowd of people and really start to have a good time, everyone will be looking at me and rolling their eyes and thinking "look at that girl, she thinks she's so cool but she is so very clearly NOT" and I won't even notice because I'll be so wrapped up in what a good time I'm having.
Sort of like if I relax enough not to be self conscious, like if I stop worrying about what other people think, well, then they'll start thinking bad stuff about me. I don't know. Does that make sense?
Wow, LJ, who are you these days, my therapist?
I'm insecure about people's impressions of me. I'm really afraid that if I just relax around a crowd of people and really start to have a good time, everyone will be looking at me and rolling their eyes and thinking "look at that girl, she thinks she's so cool but she is so very clearly NOT" and I won't even notice because I'll be so wrapped up in what a good time I'm having.
Sort of like if I relax enough not to be self conscious, like if I stop worrying about what other people think, well, then they'll start thinking bad stuff about me. I don't know. Does that make sense?
