I Just Did The Stupidest Thing
Feb. 24th, 2009 09:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I did. I really did.
Sometimes I feel like I'm possessed, or like I'm two different people.
I don't know how I can expect anyone else to deal with this. It's like saying, "I love you, and because I love you, I feel comfortable enough with you to let my true self show. Here, have some heaps of abuse now, cause this IS my true self! There, can't you feel the love?"
Sometimes I feel like I'm possessed, or like I'm two different people.
I don't know how I can expect anyone else to deal with this. It's like saying, "I love you, and because I love you, I feel comfortable enough with you to let my true self show. Here, have some heaps of abuse now, cause this IS my true self! There, can't you feel the love?"
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Date: 2009-02-25 03:47 pm (UTC)This is the part where I say it'll be ok, right? (but how stupid was it, honestly?)
Take care,
Ivy
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Date: 2009-02-27 12:22 am (UTC)I looked for your entry, btw, but didn't see it. Hope you're in a better mood!
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Date: 2009-02-27 06:03 pm (UTC)I'm all in favour of having a shawl or something for a little privacy, but if you don't like it, DON'T LOOK!
So there's what I was pissy about. And I do feel better, thanks! Remi clarified that he's fine with me breast-feeding in public, but doesn't want to see other women doing it (that's where the not-looking solution came in). And I love him anyway.
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Date: 2009-02-28 07:13 pm (UTC)I'm glad you both resolved your fight but your response had me doing a double take... you don't have a baby to breastfeed, do you you? This is a hypothetical future baby, right?
oh oops
Date: 2009-03-01 02:53 am (UTC)Nope, no baby. Probably in a couple years, but my education is a big priority for me right now.