I Just Did The Stupidest Thing
Feb. 24th, 2009 09:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
exhilarationI did. I really did.
Sometimes I feel like I'm possessed, or like I'm two different people.
I don't know how I can expect anyone else to deal with this. It's like saying, "I love you, and because I love you, I feel comfortable enough with you to let my true self show. Here, have some heaps of abuse now, cause this IS my true self! There, can't you feel the love?"
Sometimes I feel like I'm possessed, or like I'm two different people.
I don't know how I can expect anyone else to deal with this. It's like saying, "I love you, and because I love you, I feel comfortable enough with you to let my true self show. Here, have some heaps of abuse now, cause this IS my true self! There, can't you feel the love?"
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Date: 2009-02-25 03:47 pm (UTC)This is the part where I say it'll be ok, right? (but how stupid was it, honestly?)
Take care,
Ivy
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Date: 2009-03-01 02:53 am (UTC)Nope, no baby. Probably in a couple years, but my education is a big priority for me right now.